I like some people, because they give me "SOUL"
I also like others that give me "FUN"
I want some people to be near me without any reasons.
But I steel see only one person in crowds...
Attraction not to appearance.
It's awful.
This part of me is terrible.
Sometimes I want to believe in love.
Love somebody..? I can't.
I'm afraid of this as a kind of the Death.
So strange...
I feel myself so tired.
How many hours I feel the guilt?
Maybe it's a guilt complex?
I hate myself like a silly child.
Welcome to meanless life-style.
Just the failure.
Nothing more.